Middle School Diaries

Today was okay. It wasn't great or anything. I woke up super early, like maybe 5:00. It was really dark outside. I have to wake up early on orchestra days because we have practice before school at the Band & Orchestra room. I did very well. Our first concert is next Tuesday, but i'm not that excited. I'm kinda nervous. I don't know why i'm nervous. Maybe it's just that nearby- concert feeling. I got that last year. You know, I realized something. I never get as excited as I used to. I get fake excited ( which i'm pretty good at). But, just not excited. I guess that's what happens when you get older. Everything was pretty much the same. I missed my viola lesson, though. My mom just told me this morning not to miss it. My mom has told me that I need to take more RESPONSIBILITY. I trying, but I stopped looking at the time for only 10 minutes during Gym. That's a pretty hard class to get out of. It's not like nobody will let you go, it's just that we were playing hockey and the time got away from me. It's not an excuse, though. I just should have been paying more attention to the time. If I had, I would have been to my lesson. Ugh! Now I have 2 make-up lessons to do. I really don't wanna face my teacher on Thursday ( make-up lesson day). I always feel like I did something wrong when i'm near her. That's really it. A's on tests as usual.
Bye!